my life as is! right now...

i am going crazy!!!! there is so much to do and hardly any time to do it' i am sooooo going to have to organzine myself a lot better! this major is intense!! ok so for those of you who don't know what my major is; it interior design... stop right there! before you judge, and think what is she talking about, i thought she wanted to... blah blah BLAH! and you may also be thinking interior design?!?!? are you kidding me? whats so "intense about that?" i am only explaning this because one of my friends said that it was a cop out major.... yes, he should be hit in the face and be caused to bruise, (p.s. totally kidding) because he has no idea in the world what he is talking about! I will explain to you why, right now. ok, so here goes: the Utah state interior design program is in fact (now i am not just pulling this out of my butt.) one of the BEST in the nation, as far as program for interior design. and at USU it is one of the hardest programs (and that means of all the program that are held) to get into becouse it is so insanely competitive. there are people from finland who came here for the utah state I.D. program. there are over a hundred people who apply and after your sophmore year they only accept 20 people into the studio program and 40 people in the sales and marketing part. And can you guess which one i am aiming for? thats right, studio!! wish me luck man! i AM going to make it! i have already decided this. but i am going to have to step it up because it is kicking my rear end. (not that bad just enough that it is almost impossible to juggle school and work and boyfriend time.) but some how i am manageing it. but it is getting harder and harder every day! i was really dumb and took the night management shift at my work and left most of the day to study... which i should have done the other way around... and there are just not enough hours in the day! but i am going to find a way around it! you just wait and see because four years from now you i am going to be graduating as an interior designer! (can you tell that i am stoked:) well anyway now that i have ranted about how tired i am, and why i am going to go to work now.

- until next time